Was entirely wasted. I worked at the hospital all day. Had supper at the ‘rents house. Got my haircut.

came home and did NOTHING.

I thought about writing though, and how I need to get published in magazines as well as books in order to get published more and more, and perhaps make a living out of writing.

This takes time though.

I also looked at the scales today. *sigh* Good freaking lord. It is time to work out again. IF THAT GODDAMNED COMPANY HAD SENT ME MY DDR GAME, I COULD USE THE PADS THEY SENT ME AS WELL!!!!

Anyway. Also thought about doing class work today, for both mythology and BSU. I’ll do it tomorrow.

So much to do…so much to plan…so little motivation. The more I think about it, the more that I’m beginning to agree with the buddhists that this life is completely a sham, a massive distraction to see if we can rise above it. What to find once enlightenment is truly captured? Is it complete tranquility and nothingness? Buddhists think so.

Unlike the buddhists though, I see God above it. But the question is will He want me intruding into his space before my time to die?

sad thing is this: getting my haircut was probably the most socially, morally, and ethically redeeming thing that I did all day.