I have decided that during April and for the first part of May, that I shall be cutting way back on hours at the hospital. I can afford to do this because of paid time off, and I really NEED to do it.

My mind is becoming burned out, nothing is getting done, I have no ambition, and I’m pretty displeased about this.

And then there’s the drama in the English Dept., with a couple of friends. So tired, so very very tired.

I should call in sick tonight. I hate my job, and because of that, life is disgusting too.

Time for web design.

Ok. Lots of things that I want to blog about, but time is of the essence…specifically an essence that I have absolutely no where around me. Things are due, madness is happening…Hell, even my senior project blog isn’t being updated(and all I have to do is POST the damn things, they’re all typed up!).

About life: Busy. I am soon going to go on spring break though(next week), with a FULL GODDAMNED WEEK OF NO WORK OR SCHOOL. I plan to get caught up on blogging, fall in love, get the Eurospring essay book done, get my senior project COMPLETELY AND UTTERLY WRITTEN, relax, beat final fantasy tactics advance, enjoy the bars.

I’m guessing the only two that won’t happen up there are falling in love, and enjoying the bars. Giving up alcohol for lent has a great deal to do with both, probably.

About Work: It fucking sucks. There’s a new person who is really annoying. The old people are getting really annoying. I’m starting not to care about where I’m going to school, I just want to get the HELL AWAY FROM THIS FUCKING HOSPITAL. Night shifts are starting to kill not just my body, but my entire soul as well. I can feel the inside of me rotting away. And it isn’t digestive gas!

more in a bit…